well. swell. meld. held. tightly in the night.
sigh.
this is where my mind is today.
i am thinking about things and will start uncharacteristicly with a small prayer. (I found this in my draft folder ~ written once upon a time by someone named cy williams - had I posted it when i wrote it maybe things would have worked out differently ~ maybe not ~ most likely not...)
Dear Lord.
thank you for second chances thank you for daring girls with beautiful eyes and wistful wonderful dreams thank you for showing me that some things never change and that many others do thank you for smiling children in my life who love and laugh and sing and grow thank you for making my life as unpredictable as any life can be. bless those i love and keep them safe from bad men and women, from nighttime fears and heart ache, from their own monsters and demons that mean them harm and hurt. protect them from the things that would hurt them and if you cannot do that then please allow them the strength , courage conviction and cunning to protect each other and themselves as well... thank you so much
Amen.
3 comments:
Hi Mr. Cye,
I am so happy that you are progressing in your journey and most of all have found freedom from substance abuse.
It was never my intention to cause you harm but at the time I was worried about you. I was also in moving in a dangerous direction and had to make some serious decisions to save my self. I hope that some day you'll be able to understand why I did what I did. May be then you will be able to forgive me and not feel so much hatred. I wish only great things for you and your family. I know how much you love them.
Renny
Its funny how this will appy always. I love you so much
Its amazing how this will always apply. I love you so much and proud doesn't even touch the tip of how I feel about what you have done with your life.and thank you so much god for second chances!
Love me xoxo
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